I can not sleep at all lately.

I've been in this state in between exhausted and wide awake.

I've been on edge, and if somebody comes up behind me, it scares the hell out of me.

I think I have minor insomnia.

I still CAN sleep, I just have a hard time of getting to sleep, and staying asleep.

On another note, I've met this person at my lunch, who loves intelligent political debate almost as much as I do.

The weirdest part is that he's extremely conservative.

I never said I liked him, but I debate with him.

And seeing as how I'm one of the most passive people in the school, I usually just nod my head in agreement, and add a few words to keep the conversation going.

It will be quite some time before I post any music at all.

I'm combining songs, trashing bad material, pulling out old riffs, etc...

I have a really hard time writing music.

I hate everything I write, and I can't satisfy myself.

I just can't get my emotions across with just a few chords.

I might even write lyrics though, and ... drum roll please...

actually sing!

OH EM GEE.

I can't believe I just said that...

I've been listening to the progressive metal band 'Stemage'

I usually hate Metal, but I actually enjoy Stemage.

Kind of like +ROSS/ Gunshy there's only one person at work, doing all of the instruments, Grant Henry (that person) is a genius.

At first, his voice seemed monotonous. But it grew on me.

The Album 'Strati' by Stemage is a masterpiece and I highly recommend it.

I've also been randomly thrusting my hips in a sexual way...

Kind of like this pic, but only once, and a large, outward thrust.

PELVIC THRUST

And to tell you the truth, it doesn't feel all that great.

Male Menstruation is always funny.

But seriously, I'm cynical and bitchy...well, more than usual.

Random Question: am I the only one who finds it excruciatingly painful when somebody turns a light on when the shades are open? or Vice Versa?

The mix of 2 different kinds of light is comparable to being forced to wear a scratchy sweater...but more painful.

Even the light mixing with the light from the computer is painful.

'It's hard to walk with two broken legs and still retain a smile."

I'm quoting songs again...that means... There's a new song!!!

Check out the user 'Gunshy' and see his latest song, it's incredible.

I don't know why I'm even telling you people this, seeing as how the only people who post in my blog know who that is. I think...I forget know...shit

I've been extremely forgetful lately. I feel less intelligent, and for some reason, that makes me less confident. I don't know...

I just sounded really emo there didn't I? whatever.

I didn't play any musical instrument all day today, so I guess that's why I feel fucked up today. I'm almost self conscious!

I Find This Rather Relevant.

Also: Why Brett Micheals Sucks

So my friend came over to my house today, and we both jammed.

I might put the outtakes of that jam session on Myspace, I'll definitely post the link.

Yes, I know, I recorded the whole session.

I was playing the drums the whole time, and he couldn't keep rhythm, so it sounds all fucked up, but it was productive nonetheless.

Starting this Sunday, (tomorrow, erm...Today I mean, It's One o'clock in the morning) I'm going to try to go a whole week or more without playing video

I hate video games. I get obsessive about them (even though I suck) and I get frustrated when somebody kills me.

I still love Red vs. Blue though.

There's going to be a new season, and I desperately hope it doesn't take long to make, because I'm starving for more comedic nerd-ism.

Comment and Rate This Compilation I Made

Endless, Nameless is an awesome song.

It's on the Come As You Are single (also on Nevermind as a secret track)

I seriously couldn't live without that song. It's so fun to play on guitar.

I suggest anybody that plays guitar to learn it.

Also 'Red House' by Jimi Hendrix is an awesome song to jam to.

Really bluesy.

One of my friends is coming over to my house to jam with me. We both play guitar. He wants me to join his band, although I don't want to.

It's not that I don't like him, but he plays heavy metal, and I can't play that really well. I suck at the Major Scales, I play better in Minor Scales.

I finally learned stuff in Math Class.

I learned how to do something and...shit I forgot it. It's some formula like :::

y-y1=m(x-x1)

I also learned this:

I washed my hair. :(

You can assume that I like my hair naturally greasy. For some reason, when my hair is clean, it gets extremely annoying. It feels all 'static-ey' Now everybody at my school is going to say 'OMG Joe! U WASHED UR HAIR! U look so CutE NAO!!'

Fuck my 'friends.'
There opinions mean nothing.

I faked a bad cold today. I only had a mildly runny nose, but I decided that I didn't feel like going to school, so I feigned a cold.

Don't you hate when people add you on myspace or facebook, that you don't even know or like?

When I first got facebook, this happened a lot. All of these douchey kids decided to send me a ton of friend requests. Keep in mind that they all hate me, and just want to look cooler by having 1000+ friends.
Some girl, that I've never met in my life, who is friends with somebody else that I know, just sent me a friend request on Myspace. I looked for mutual friends, and I found one of my friends (which is how I know that it isn't some kind of spam)

*sigh*
I hate my friends.

I guess I'm going to the movies this Saturday or something. This girl (the same one who decided to bring us to a church to see a movie) invited a few people and I to go see 'Last House On the Left.'

Not looking forward to it. This is why iPods were invented.

I gotta change my picture, That was me a long time ago...

In my gym class, we're doing volleyball (it sucks)
There are two main teams, competitive and uncompetitive.
I am the ONLY guy on the uncompetitive. Seeing as how every girl in the entire school is preppy or emo, this sucks.
(Although all of the guys are all jocks or immature perverts, or both, so I'd rather stick with the dumb blond preppy kids.)

Another wallpaper!!!
Yes, I have no life, so I scour the net to find these awesome wallpapers, I still have more saved in my computer.

I've been listening to Metroid Metal a lot lately. The band Stemage does it...well, not exactly a band, just one person doing all of the instruments, but he does play live with other people.
Check them out, go to MetroidMetal.com or something like that...I'm too lazy to post the link.

I've been obsessed with Red vs. Blue also lately. Anybody knows where I can download the entire 1st season, and 3rd season...
I have the 1st and second, and I know where to get the others, but my 1st season is way out of sync with the audio, and I can't find any 3rd seasons.

I still Like the other wallpaper in my last post better, but this is just as good.

Been on 4chan a lot recently...I like 4chan all of a sudden, but some of it's pretty much fucked up.

And about all of the delays on everything
-The short story: I probably will write a short story at one point, with similiar characters.
-12 bar blues song: Still working on it. It will most likely be in A or E. It will involve Anti-Solos
-New version of 'Dwelling of the Swine' Mixed with 'Worry Wart' I have it pretty much finished, just need to write the drums and then record.
-The sludgy Grunge song: Canceled. I didn't like it too much when I wrote it anyways, Although the riff was good, everything else sucked.
-New Version of 'Noodles': I said somewhere that I'd come out with a full version of Noodles, and I will come out with it soon.

I've had a lot of homework, and I can't do all of this stuff because I'm thinking of reasons I don't need to do my homework.

Anywho...
What's your favorite type of guitar. Mine's a Fender Jaguar HH sunburst. I never owned one, but I've played this one a few times, and fell in love with it.

I just watched EVERY episode of Red Versus Blue. Greatest thing ever.

Here's one of the best parts:

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I'm probably going to try to get all of them on my iPod.

Yes, I have an iPod, big deal.

Anyways, well...not much to say.

I've been confronted by about 10 people, asking if I was bisexual. Apparently, they all decided to actually look at my Myspace or Facebook, and look at the info...Idiots

I just tell them that I'm not bisexual, I'm more like...'Anti-Sexual'...

I just don't want a relationship, and I find every person a douchebag, and I wouldn't go out with anybody that I've met...EVER.

Remember (a few thousand posts back) when I talked about some nazi in my French class? She wants to move to Seattle now. I used to live (near) there, and she started asking my some stuff about it...
Here is what she asked:

'Did you ever see the cast of Gray's Anatomy? Out There?"
'Have You Ever Met The Bachelor??????"

etc...

My Sister and Mom are watching American Idol, One of my dogs and My dad are downstairs watching other stuff....not much stuff there though...Television sucks lately.

I got a New Wallpaper, although I change it every week or so, but this is my favorite one so far

I hate Myspace surveys and stuff like this, but then again, they're kind of interesting to do...

You can take this survey here

My family is watching 'The Bachelor' ... Enough said.

Random question: Would You ever want kids?

I personally wouldn't...I just can't stand ordering around a little clone of yourself, and with the pressure of anything you say or do will be remembered by them.

I don't plan of living much past 40 anyways.

Another random question: Would you get married?

I also wouldn't...causes not only more complications, but possible legal issues. I don't see how marrying somebody shows love or affection for them...

Also this awesome picture.