...besides the rap one, and the one with the singing.
fuck me

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /316026

Lyrics are fun

[I acknowledge that they're built off of cliche phrases and they suck]

drown me
hold on

I'm not a tree anymore

leave your life alone
live your life alone

drown me
hold on

I'm not asleep anymore

I drown me in your thighs/sides
and turn your back to me/hold my back for me

The last part of the lyrics were improvised.

please.

My parents (my father particularly) are taking away my (although it's not mine, but I use it the most, so it's safe to declare it mine) computer, in the hopes that it will motivate me to get good grades.

I'm definitely not going to cooperate, so expect me to not be on for a very long time.

They've done this before. They took away computer, television, and video games for all of 6th and 7th grade for me.

I failed both years anyways.

The longest this could go on for is probably until summer, assuming that I don't cooperate, which I don't expect to.

power I lost.

download this

then this

then open up project 64, and go to file>open rom

then choose the ocarina of time file.

you can configure the controls to whatever you want after that.

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I hate myself so much.

Too lazy to hebge4rgw;jksqtw5hedt;slk5je4hwa;

Today was the day that I spontaneously decided to take the bus to school today. It was fairly warm outside, probably around 30 or so, and I had soon realized that I had gotten up too early. After a while, a flock of birds flew overhead, and it was amazing.

The New Hampshire climate had been too cold for too long for birds to have not migrated south yet, but somehow these birds had managed for the entire winter so far.

It was the most beautiful thing I've seen related to nature, at least in my stay in New Hampshire, and perhaps I'm only saying that out of exaggerated memory, induced by sleep deprivation, but for some reason I love it so much.

I also found out that I have a copy of The Catcher and the Rye. I was totally sure that I did not own that book, otherwise I would have brought it to school when we were assigned to read it last year for English. I think I might read it again after Catch 22, A Clockwork Orange, and Julius Ceasar.

To be honest, I really don't love Catch-22. It's a fine book, but I have already started reading A Clockwork Orange, and it's a lot more stimulating than Catch-22. The language is a lot simpler, but still remains intelligent.

Also, my new favorite Pixies album is Come On Pilgrim. I realized this when I heard some kind of reprisal of the beginning riff of "Caribou" in the chorus of "Levitate Me." The album has a distinct style to it, and that's what I appreciate about it the best. However, it's not as definitive as Surfer Rosa.

...is making plans to go on a short vacation to Seattle, where I used to live, and I will be visiting my old neighborhood, and old friends and such.

I'll be leaving on the 18th, so I'll be jumpy until then, just in anticipation.

I still remember how to get around my old neighborhood. I could probably draw a map of it if I wanted too.

I love Seattle too, I used to make a trip there every once in a while, and my family and I would go around Pike Place Market. I remember how much I just loved the atmosphere of Seattle, especially the area around the Museums and Pike Place Market.

I might be able to get on MSN or something while I'm out there, I think my father is bringing his laptop, but it won't be very frequent at all, so from the week after next Thursday (not the Thursday this week, and not the one next week, but the one after that) to Sunday, I'll be gone.

There's more of a sense of community in Seattle than in Boston. In Boston, if there's a street performer, everybody crowds around, maybe drop some money in his hat or guitar case or whatever, then moves on, and pretty much forgets about them after a while. In Seattle, and it may be because I had unfond memories of Boston that I'm comparing it like this, the street performances were just so jolly. If somebody threw a fish in some strange fashion at the Market, and it was caught, there would be joyous uproar from across the entire square.

I might visit some of the museums, but not very likely, but I'd love to visit the Science and/or Art museum again. I remember going there in 4th and 5th grade.

I might bring my video camera, so expect a video.

I may also visit the dojo that I took Karate at there. I expect some Nostalgia.

I have also never experienced the overrated and overpriced Starbucks Coffee, so I may have some there. (Not that there isn't Starbucks here in NH, I just feel like being a traditionalist douchebag.)

I also discovered that Public Transportation in Seattle is free. Jizzed.

I also might visit the Crocodile Cafe, just to see what it was like.

I probably won't go near Sodo or West Seattle, except maybe to see Puget Sound, and perhaps experience some Nostalgia from a 5th grade field trip to Alki Beach. I remember all of the barnacles, nothing else.

I also recently realized that when I get angry, I sound like Matt Damon, just proving that I'm internally repressing my Bostonian accent.

I'm also downloading a few Gus Van Sant movies. Gerry, Good Will Hunting (speaking of Matt Damon), and Last Days.

is totally unnecessary.

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http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /307998

and this

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /307999