I just spent half an hour or so crying over stupid shit.

No particular reason, but of the things that are bad, most the most persisting problems are:
-Broken guitars, can't fix.
-Parents are cunts, refuse to leave me to my own
-Random Self Loathing
-Miscellaneous Mood Disorder

I honestly want to kill some of my friends.

They sure as hell deserve it

But I obviously won't, because I'm far too much of a pussy.

I'm thinking about declining that invitation to a birthday party I got. All of the Anime Club kids will be there, and it's not like they're all bad people, they're just mostly irritating. Sure, a few decent people will be there, it's not really worth being around a ton of people.

I know what you're all thinking. I'm a spoiled whore, because I actually do have friends, and the fact that I disregard/belittle them every chance I get is just horrible.

I have nothing to say to that. I just do it. They're whores. I'm judgmental. They sell their originality, humanity, ethics, morals, and culture everywhere. I call them whores all the time. Who's truly worse?